Hello Stu P I D !!!

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Setelah 2 Minggu-an aku meminta jawaban agar diberi petunjuk, sepertinya aku diberikan petunjuk untuk keluar setelah UTS berakhir. Sekitar 3 minggu lagi aku akan keluar dan pergi dari sini untuk For good. My blood sugar was higher life here. Ah, berantakan juga bodo amatan sama grammar. Kayaknya gue beneran nggak peduli sama grammar. WKWKK. Biarin deh, yang penting ngomong dulu.
And then, what will I do after drop out from collage?
Banyak si. Terutama hal hal yang aku ingin lakukan. Misal baca Harry Potter english version.
Sumpah ya, gue pengin ngatamin herpot english version, book 1 until 7. Beneran pengin kebut baca itu semua.

Just want to do some little things that makes me happy.

But, maybe that will gonna be a boomerang for me. Maybe I'll get bored. But, why you get bored cause you have target to do some little things that makes you happy.

Actually, I'm not pretty sure what wil gonna be make me happy. Cause all that little things still change. Depends on my mental health condition,

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